The Mind Game of a Soul Walk

I’m going to do this one different

because this is my mellody to my remmedy of when i tripped on my balls it showed me the way

I was the one that thought i was lost,

a lost little case that couldent be saved

but then all of a sudden something changed

I started to look deep inside myself trying to find myself

but all i could feel was the scary dark, The darkness it made me feel so mad that i falled apart,

so wtf should i do?

I just looked up, high up in the sky at the stars to Ask my grandfather for some thoughts,

then all of a sudden i saw a Kingdom from far far away my imagination tried to show me the way

But i felt like a ANT a small little ANT that couldent be seen so i hide from myself in the big anthill

I didnt realize it was the wrong way to go, to go deeper down

so into darkness i went

But i couldnt find what i was looking for

but if you try to reach and reach then you wont get far

because its nothing to reach for anymore

and dont try to reach for your grave because then you have to make it your bed

and then you can only turn around inside your grave

It got really dark then i hitted the Wall with my bouncy head and screamed really hard

but of course i mean no harm

i just tryed to find the living spark that lives in us all

So i opened my eyes and realized ive been gone to long

i wasent a ant just felt really small

then i remember i havent eaten at all

just tried to outrun the feeling of living in the darkest past

But you dont live there anymore so GTFO just turn around to show it your ass

and start to chase the real Queen not the ants you need her to to become complite like a hole new elite

So let the Hunt begin and start as a lion cuz you know your the King of your own little jungle

And learn from the rabbit he came like a shot and blowed your fucking mind then he just walked off

It showed me wrong but i am an orienteer WHO tries to be Quick to help you all in teers to not disapear

and find who ever is lost before its to late

because now i know how i thought

I thought i was a disease that had to be killed just tried to find the one that i thought at the time but the one i thought had to take the vaccine

So i had to open my heart because i hide the other part really deep

”What Will get me far ” that cwot got me really far and felt very smart like a building star

So i started to claim claim very high soon at the top where the door awaits

i thought thats the hardest part thats all i ever wanted to do was to fight the door

but what i really needed was to accept the door then i just walked right threw

because i was the key all along i locked myself into falling apart in this endless cave of misery

And i couldent see what i wanted to find cuz it was to dark inside

so i created my own little spark because now i thought my time starts now

time to deserve to leave just accept it leave it and go

So put your lenses on to skip the blurryness that will save you time from falling apart

now you can see how it suppost to be seen and get where you want to be

just become your own little star

Now its so bright i even dazzled myself to sleep i really tryed to look in the light

but dont challenge the fate then it will become your fate

Then your an unknown star just try to play the game you want and try to make the change you want

i want to save people those who is deeply lost and find those who seeks really far to whoes ever in charge

Because now im the shineing knight in disguse trying to find you all

to light you some candles that burns some of your own dark thoughts

to help you threw the very scary dark

because thats really hard to find the spark that leads into the brightest star

but thats what you are, listen to me: your really a star

i just try to save you from falling apart and make you the star you already are

Im just doing my part because noone should feel like a fallen star

i just try to help you aim for the broken parts like a broken heart just to get to the healing part

that Will make you not fall apart so keep being strong and fight the feer not the tear

let it come so you can end the feeling of being afraid of the dark

because it can do nothing at all if you kill the fearing thought

Thats how i reached deep down and picked up my long lost Smile

So dont forget that in Every darkness there is a light and in every light theirs darkness

so stay stong with a open mind because what comes around goes around well shieet it is what it is

all i can say your not alone

This is my application or my resignation depends if I feel love or hate

Because

I Said fuck it lets make a real change

I had a dream while Awake i guess reality can be your own little fantasy

Because you can make a dream into reality, WHO says that dream isn’t the real reality in your own little fantasy

so listen to me what’s real to you is real to you so why dont you follow your dream and make it real

At least I can try, I feel close to my ancesters maybe I will join them soon that’s why anonymous is a great pursuit

Don’t get me wrong I’m not here to make trouble I’m here because I’m out of the trouble

just afraid to wake up one day not doing what i where meant to do so ask yourself

What is it you want maybe today it is time for a new pursuit

Because this time I will show these clowns how I treat my real friends

when one of them is going threw something that can break their peace of mind I won’t disappear just tell me plz

don’t leave I won’t sell a tell

so plz tell me to help you

get you to where you need to be inside your mind to not loose the grip of life

I’m not scared of difference you mainstream fuckers, I had some dark years we all do then your true faces gets very clear not the clown we all see (nah)

then you show us your true heart and soul the real person inside shows up and says hi that’s who I wanna meet

Some of my years in life went a little ruff still didn’t give a fuck when the clowns that hide themself inside left

I just smiled to the thought of it on the hospital bed

You left me with so much time to live my life with those who deserve my time

and you clowns gave us more time to spend the time we have with the people we want so thank you

We will live I mean really live and you will still hide from your own shadow just because you are scared of what you gonna see behind the mask

And that there might be no one to greet you on the other side but look again I’m here showing you how a true friend behave

I write this to show you that you have lost a good friend just because you thought I was different in life,

but you know what When you all left I thought you where weak

but life will end for us all one day and i don’t have time to fake my life I’m sorry

I live in life not online well I guess I’m online in life and when your still trolling online that’s when I start rolli’n in life

So don’t be afraid to fail be afraid that you wake up one day and haven’t even begin your own journey that calls life

Because imagination is a kind of drug that lives inside you so don’t run from it embrace it just don’t kill it ,

it makes you feel alive inside just put words to your thoughts then all of a sudden you got a story from your heart

So start to write your own trippy journey and tell us where you ended up

This is a little bit of mine I hope you do enjoy Because I started off with a fuck you note to myself

I was battling the twisted thoughts that can lurk within a broken star

They tried to convince me to take the fall but I sensed the trap a mile away

then I felt that they where fake to my heart

I rapped against myself for so long I ended up with a survival script for my soul

on how to win over them all

They tried to kill the last light I had but I proved them wrong that they can’t really twist my thoughts

to turn me into something I’m not so I put them to sleep with just their own twisted believes

Within fear they couldn’t hide from my sight my light is to bright

I put them out with just a swinging light into the night

I will never stop fighting for what’s right or for the light

that’s the will power speaking that’s the real strength within yourself

Because true leaders dosent hide behind others they are right at the front line that’s what fighting for real honor really means

So ask yourself who of our leaders in this world truly fights for honor and are true to themselves and to others?

Because I healed myself by thinking out load am I now my own little priest?

We live in a complex world and we all have the greatest gifts of them all the soul

and it’s what you desides to do with that, that will Mather in the end

I am trying to heal not just me but everyone that are lost in the dark

to make them find their own path to follow but sometimes you need a little flash or a spark or something from afar

or just a little voice whispering to you to look for the stars

to have a little direction or even a sence or maybe just a thought to follow

That can guide you trust me I know how it is I walked off road for so long I began to be able to see in the dark

and that will just lead you to the deeper parts

Where I had to find my strength and to keep it on

or else I would have just been another fallen star

so I picked up all my lost thoughts and I thought my way out of it

After I got the guiding thoughts,

but where did they come from? I still wonder

I was so lost I didn’t have any thoughts it was just dark so how did I survive this at all?

Call it what ever you want it doesn’t Mather I survived the fall I’m here now to finish all my thoughts

And you thought I was crazy I was just working to hard in the dark to later on try to save you from falling apart

I don’t try to make you believe in me I’m trying to make you believe in yourself it can be hard if no one believes in you but guess what? I do

It’s not gonna feel right for me but for you that’s the point I’m trying to make

it’s about you your life your happiness your love to the cause

But I need to keep on going until I’ve reach the kingdom from afar

just to feel like I deserve it in my mind to feel worthy to live among you all

I’m just trying to make a thought feel how it is to be real

this is all my work in one peace just to feel the world peace

Learn and improve or replace with maybe a better thought for here and now

then maybe we can change the world to be all natural isn’t that the real beauti?

To feel free to be real that’s what I choose to believe

there is no perfect anything everything is unique in its own way that’s why life’s precious

because what you see today you may never see again so do enjoy the time you have left

To just try to see the beauti within maybe that will open your eyes to the beauty in life

because I searched for the last peace for so long I started to live in the thought

But now I do feel the missing peace in my heart isn’t that what rap should be about?

To speak your own truth around the problem you feel deep in your heart

not to show of what you got

Then look inside

maybe you have a need of confirmation

I’m not here to comfort you

I’m here to confront you

And to show you that I have never been a sheep I don’t have a master to follow

I make my own path to master to become my own little master

But I do leave traces behind me that leads you into some better thoughts just light those candles

But if I die for this then light a candle in the dark so I can find my way back to beyond the stars

Where The music is the way to feel

And

The imagination is the way to believe

And when

Your eyes is the present for you to witness

And

The mind is yours to control

But

The heart is the clock that will one day stop

And

The soul is all that moves on

where ever the faith takes us

Thruw time we shine

Thruw darkness we will rise

To become the ever lasting light

Thruw space we fly to begin the explore

What’s out there I wonder but we are living proof that miracles do exists

to remember

Maybe God created more beautiful thoughts

Because love can be red violent to put one out to feel like brand new

The sun can be nice also the moon but only one have the power to burn

It can be deadly to shine close to the sun so drink some water to help you get Threw

Then go howl to the moon for some support

Light can be different shapes so can you

Everything happens for a reason in-front of you

But don’t start to look in the light you might go blind

There is time to take it slow this is built just for you

Enjoy the wave it won’t end until the weather change

Then the new wave will begin

So go for a walk

then within yourself

Goodbye for now

until the Weather change

this was a little bit of my filosofi going threw life with my own eyes because i do love to be wize

you thought i was the fool that was just me playing you

But if you make me into the fool then i Will laugh at you

because I don’t know what to do with the sadness I then will feel for you

Because I am not a broken man I’m a healed man that happened to walk on a broken path

This is just me foumbeling around in the dark talking to God then I stopped to think am I the one who’s crazy

But

Everyone is a star in their own way so just try to find your way I really hope you doo

(Yeah I guess That’s all for now)