Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day:顕著
I never thought I would do this but, I ended up buying a bunch of ramen to last me this month. I went a little fancier because I decided to get like the protein cups, which has 16g of protein and less sodium, but I figured that could at least last me to the end of the month, and by then I'll get paid again and can use cash to buy some food until the next installment of food stamps.
By Kayla McIntoshabout 10 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day:遂げる
Since I had my break down, I am sort of being able to organize my TODOs a little more efficiently. I just like that I can get over disappointments more quickly than when I was younger. That's probably the only benefit of getting older.
By Kayla McIntoshabout 24 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 走り
I actually sort of don't know what I am doing with food right now. I need to finish cleaning my fridge and I am just so tired. I also have food I need to eat before it spoils but because I have been in a calorie deficit for a while it feels too much even though it isn't.
By Kayla McIntosh4 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 火病
It is kind of funny, because I was going on about having fire sickness myself without realizing this was an actual thing. It actually sounds accurate to what I was experiencing, but luckily I don't live in a culture/area that is overtly suppressive to where it would aggravate this sort of condition.
By Kayla McIntosh5 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 付け合わせ
I woke up too late for my appointment. I didn't set a timer but, I also didn't remember that it was at freaking 8 am. I made a video for Youtube explaining my 180 degree change of mood. I really think it was just that it was my mom's birthday sort of mentally dragging me down. Since it was my birthday time when I decided not to talk to her anymore. It has been a month then... It doesn't feel like it has been a month. Well a month and 10 days.
By Kayla McIntosh5 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 冷戦
Yea, needless to say, from my previous story about Ghosts and Gods, the fact I live near a fucking airplane museum is actually very disturbing for me when... the Ether becomes turbulent.. I have been pinged by those graves before. Also I had a dream about an air raid recently so... I don't think that was me necessarily predicting anything, it might've been residual energy from those machines.
By Kayla McIntosh6 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 陰陽師
Like a scheduler book a few years ago, I wrote this as something I wanted to become. Now, on disney+ we have tarot card readers, and shaman on a tv show. I mean, bruh. I feel like I should just develop it more. I mean even if I don't make it my "profession" necessarily, it is obviously my way of coping with a lot of things. Also hearing how they talk to themselves, is kind of similar how I communicate about the Ether and spiritual things.
By Kayla McIntosh6 days ago in Confessions
